Pieces........and RANTS

I wish I could stare into the skies and see the future,
Or breath in air and hear your thoughts,
Then I’ll be aware and know.


Lately, i have been hovering round depression, feeling like a failed state.
Where waking up in the morning is more like 'i have to' not because i wantto.
I think my big mouth and want for PERFECTION has put me in a deeper dilemma,
tango whatever.
Me and my big mouth, BIG dreams,
Big talk,Big IDEAS,big and PERFECT THINGS I ALWAYS DREAM OF
have put me in BIGGER DILEMMA,EXTRA THOUGHTS AND EXTRA PIMPLES!
yeah am tIED, tIRED, head Filled,
running on thoughts, thoughts and worries.
Am ranting, tired and want to close my eyes, relax, sleep.
maybe quarrel with someone, shout and let all the anger out.
Am ANgry, Vexed sorely.
I think i should dig a hole and SCREAM!! in it. 'loser'
be a drama Queen.
BE InCONsiderate, SelFISH,SelfCENTRED and all 'em self words I hOPE TO INclude Nasty
the conscious devil evil twin in 'em naija flicks.
waatevaaa


many Seconds later....
i don't feel better, i don't feel any better at all.
My PERFECT MIND expects RED ROSES and a Mushy CARD,
mushy Phone call, HEY MAYBE A MUSHY CHEQUE ! A MIRACLE aN eNGagement ring, maybe a PERFECT MAN! a perfect annulment
MIZ PERFECT!!!#^&@@^&*!