FEARS
I and Bf are planning on being permanent fixtures and hope the deed will be December after postponing from January by 2 of us, we are such terrble planners...lol.
I should be excited right?
i am excited but scared stiff and wonder if i'm a good person, am i making the right choice, am I ready for this? will i make a good wife? although ex is 'happily married' but sometimes i wonder in the sight of God am i doing the right thing? my mind is most times at rest but once in a while i get these panic attacks and wonder. i haven't started planning, don't know who my Maid of honour will be, bridesmaids am clueless, gown is still a thing of thought. Men am clueless, my Mom and Sisters are just tired and they definatly will be the ones to pull / push me through. Infact i don't even know where to start, at least i've got wedding colours sha...trad will be white, wine and red/ pink colours while the white will be green, purple and pink or red i think.....okay i definately think that was the last combo i thought of with BF.
Highly unserious bride 2 be.
Did i mention we've been off and on for maybe 9 - 10 years? but together now for 2 years.
5 comments:
breathe easy.. it will come and go all too soon...
Hmmm...congrats in advance. I am excited for you because marriage is a great thing. God will help you to be a good wife. No one ('cept Eve) was born a wife.
Probably the off and on helped you both realize you cannot do without each other :-)
All the best. Pray and agree with Bf about everything.
congrats hon' wit news like dis, i wont be angry dat u havent updated in 'ages' :P
Wow….she is getting mariedddddddddddddd…
Congrats babes, at least you have made the first decision which is getting married, the rest will fall into place…or had better fall into place soon….congrats...
are your doubts stemming from the "on and off for nearly 9-10 years" part?
Anyway, it is normal to ask the questions you have raised. Even the day I got married, I asked Hubby if he was sure. Thank God he had his nerves about him, lol!
As long as your man embodies who you need as a partner and you can stand to be around him for a majority of the time, no worries babe, you guys will get through.
Take care and best of luck. Just send me some wedding cake =)
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