She says..........

What heals that piercing pain?

She repeated her vows over and over to herself,

wanting to believe in them trying to believe in him, and his professed love.
He begged her back into his life after all the humiliations and countless heartbreak he caused her, she held on thinking they where meant for each other, then she left.

The courage to leave came from within, but she left all the same, searching, searching.

'They where never meant to be, that was a huge tale', she reminded herself over and over as she stumbled and fell, going over countless scenarios of revenge, hate and love. Her head calculating bidding her time waiting for fate.

Then he found her, kneeling and begging professing love for a thousand years. Proposing to her was the next best trick he could do and he did, making her torn in two split personalities, struggling to love and hate. It was an equal battle either side winning.

She left new path undiscovered, unsure to follow him.

‘Nut head’ she called him over and over and a date was set and it seemed like a dream, good or bad she could not tell.

Trying to be happy, she flowed with the rhythm but missed the steps.

She tried so hard, her mother could see it in her eyes; her sad sad eyes spoke volumes shouting, screaming ‘I don’t trust you! You killed me! You murdered Love in my heart’. Mama calling her one night told her to be true to her heart weaving a tapestry of local fables and wise sayings hitting the nail right on point.

New paths undiscovered never left her heart, she longed to touch him and just let him read her eyes, while she eased his heartbeat.

Reality was different, she was the star of the play act, and the lead actor was in full form till he sent over his personalized vows and that pain started again. It was two weeks to saying I do, her dress covered up in the wardrobe and tears streaming down her eyes as she looked out the window trying to see the future, her future without him.

Her future with new paths undiscovered…..