'Love is many things, its varied. One thing it is not and can never be is unsure'- Maya Angelou (Madea Family Reunion).

When a heart’s broken,
I wonder what it takes to mend;
Time or feeling?
Is it best to forget and move on?
Or forget and stand still with fear,
Endless time stands still, reverberating through the life tunnel,
sometimes you stand still and see feelings grow and fade and grow and fade……
Where will yours end?
Sometimes truth hurts like a million daggers in a open wound
Its true that tears fall when we cry,
Streams flow down the crevices of our face, scaring our hearts already laden with pain,
Memories sometimes lead us to that,
Reminiscing, thoughts in torrents,
Sometimes we fall on same slime,
To stand takes us time,
Do you stand in time past or feelings felt to go on?

what is love? its one thing i have longed to know, when i see a couple happy,i wonder if its love that brings out that glow in her eyes and the spring in his walk. Is it just a fast heartbeat at the sight of someone,strong physical attraction,a desire to sacrifice all you have just to make someone happy? i seriously wonder what it is because i want to have and keep it. those it transcend the physical, is it meant for two people or can one be in love with several people at same time?

Love to me means a fast heartbeat,sharing,companionship,promise,selflessness and also pain,hurt ,tears,heartbreak. Love this, love that......its also not just a feeling but a big commitment that says even in your worst state i still love you. How i long to meet that person that would act that way, i aight talking about God or Jesus, i know all about that.

right now i feel like I've emptied it all on people that have taken it for granted and i have none to give because my well is empty and my heart is cold. Sometimes i act cynical when am around people who seem so much in love, i sometimes wonder how long can he / she stay in love? The older i get, the more i get this feeling that i'll never experience it.....just too scared,sometimes i feel really hopeful.......hopeful for brighter days.